Have you ever felt so alone?
.............
This morning i opened my eyes, thought for a moment, felt that, something had gone..
I stayed. Kept quiet and didn't move..
Just memories had been dancing in my mind, they were so beautiful, but i didn't understand.. Why i was so sad..?
This morning, i cried.. Even i thought some beautiful memories, one by one, i remembered. even i held them, even i saw a smile at them, but ... I knew that, something had gone.. And i just cried.
Day by day, but why i became so weak?
I always thought that the day i passed, and that day when i fell apart, were just a dream,
but then i knew, this feeling was so real, and i just realized, something had gone, that was hurt..
Then i thought something else,
'don't be so whine, don't cry..' you said.
And i started to be a deceiver,
a good liar with the tears ran down in my heart,
and someone, that still had gone inside..
You..
